chemical pregnancy

we weren't planning on it. I'm on birth control. however I got 3 faint positives. went to the doctor, my levels were too low, they told me it was negative. but I called the next day and asked more questions, the nurse told me it was a chemical pregnancy. I was so depressed, I had let myself get excited for this baby in the very brief time I knew about it. anyways. the same day I found out, my friend that got married exactly a month before I did,you posted her pregnancy announcement on ig. I just really needed to talk about it. for some reason my family and friends don't think I should be grieving like I am. but it happened. i feel that pain in my chest. constantly.