This summer marked 3 years of trying to conceive. I finally found out I was pregnant in may right before my college graduation. My husband and I were so excited. When I finally went in for my ultrasound at 10 weeks, I had a blighted ovum; a gestational sac, but no baby. A week later I miscarried naturally. I've been so heartbroken and down in the dumps. Last month , 5 weeks after the mc I had my first period. My husband and I began trying again. My doctor said I may be more fertile following the mc. Well got af yesterday. Just super crampy & pissed off today. I hate this. We are going to start trying again when af is over I guess. I absolutely hate this feeling. People at my

New job are curious about me and husband & if we're going to have kids soon. I'm just so sad all the time.