Hello I wondering if anyone wanted to be my friend? :) but seriously I need someone who has or is going thru the same situation as me to help me get thru this tuff time in my life. I need some reassurance & positive feedback. Someone who understands.  my anxiety is so bad these days.. I'm constantly watching my phone to see if I missed any calls from her doctors. But she is a 27weeker 30weeks now & having some problems.. heart rate drops, had water in her lungs.. had extra air in her belly.. lost weight she is only 1lb 11 oz. on the cpap machine & now they see a spot in her tummy & got her on antibodies..