Missing my bestfriend today

Love story's are great right? Being in love, being loved, even loving.. it's different. Just like there's a difference between someone wanting you and someone needing you. I've been confused my entire life, watched my mom go through so many men who rocked her shit, grew up with my dad in and out of my life. I could go on and on about the shit I've seen and the shit I've been through. But that's not what this is about.. I'm a Sagittarius, I am very free spirited. but I also care so much about people's feelings.. but no matter what I always do me even if it hurts someone else... I've had two bestfriends my entire life, they were my real family.. then I met my boyfriend at a get together one night, started spending a lot of my time with him.. moved out of my bestfriends house.. dropped out of school, quit my 2 jobs.. my bestfriends weren't to happy with me.. we've almost been together a year, we fight all other time over little things.. controlling comes with.. I don't even feel like he loves me, or needs me.. but I felt like him and I were meant to be... here I am 900 miles away from my home town.. some days are easier than others.. but that's not all, he's got his mother and little sister moved in with us now.. and I'm stuck between decisions that go through my head everyday.. should I keep living my life with him and no matter what happens just work it out like "a happy ending love story".. or get out now and go home to surprise my bestfriend and get my shit together? It wouldn't be easy because I absolutely love him with all my heart.. I want a family with him I want to grow with him... but doesn't feel like he wants the same.. need advice