Some awful things have happened. Cheating, lying, abuse. I don't want this baby after 20 weeks of pregnancy however the father does and think he has the ability to be a good father but I don't want to take part in this child's life.

( I could give her up for adoption, or I could let her father take her when he wants her anyway)

Please no comments on how I'm selfish

I just can't deal with that man the rest of my life, and I don't want to hinder my life opportunity adding a child.

I was happy to welcome a child when we were stable but that will never be now