Birthday blues

Kind of upset bc my husband doesn't make a deal or big deal about my birthday. My birthday is in October and just today he was saying all the things he had to do for the month of August. His priority is getting the iPhone 8 when it comes out in mid September. And I know some of you will say have faith in maybe he's not telling me maybe he's keeping a surprise. We have been together 7 years and I tell myself this EVERY year. It's just hard not celebrating and being away from my family.