I'm not eating. I'm not sleeping. I feel like I'm on autopilot. Just going about my day doing the bare minimum. I cry in the shower. I've started cutting myself again... just to feel something. Feel anything. I am being treated for depression, anxiety, ocd, and ptsd. I see a therapist every week. I'm on meds that only seem to control my anxiety. I've talked to my doctor about it, but she said to give the meds more time. I feel like I don't have enough left to give in the amount of time it'll take to start feeling better. I just don't know how to hold on anymore 😢