F*cked up story

I had the weirdest dream the other day. I was on vacation with my boyfriend, his friends and 2 of my exes. We were there before my boyfriend left for the army. And I said to him that before he left I wanted to have a threesome (YEAH I WOKE UP LIKE WTF) he took it really well and he told his friends about it to see if anyone was in. And one of them (one that likes me and I know but my bf doesn't since I don't want any trouble ) said yes immediately. And we just did it in front of my boyfriend and he just sat there smiling. And the one of my exes showed up saying he wanted to be a part of it too and my boyfriend agreed like whatever. And it wasn't like it just happened I could see everything and feel everything. I woke up like why the fuck did this happened? I haven't seen that guy (the one that likes me) in a month I think and that ex boyfriend I haven't seen him since New Years <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> last year so WTF? And why out of everything that could happen why would I have sex with them and right in front of my boyfriend. I sat in the shower feeling so gross. And the worse thing is that I told my bestie about it and we went to the mall and we were talking about it when *BAM* the guy that appeared in my dream freaking showed up! I'm bot lying at all! This really happened! I freaked out and my friend asked me why and when I told her it was him she freaked out worse than me! Why is my life so bad to me?! 😭😂