I'm not a fan of how my body is looking with my clothes off. For the last 10 years I have been loosing weight slowly

. A total of 52kg loss.....since I fell pregnant I have gained about 17kg. Now I'm not silly I know that I'm pregnant (nearly 38 weeks) and I should look pregnant/bigger than normal belly wise.....but all I see is a big fat belly that I've spent 10 years trying to get rid of. My partner is super supportive and tells me constantly that it's the baby and I am not fat.....but is there someone out there who gets what I mean. I just wish when I looked at myself in the mirror that I looked pregnant not just fat.