This is what came out of my head today

Give me back the sickness
Give me back the sleep 
Give me back the swollen knuckles, hips, and the feet 
Give me back bloating
Give me back the headaches
Give me back the aversions and cravings and cramps 
I want all this back but you took it away and replaced it with heartache 
And emptiness at that
It ripped out the wind in me 
And the light in my eyes
You took what I wanted and left part of me to die