Yesterday I was trying to find some maternity pants I can wear on vacation next week. I really don't need them yet, but I will feel more comfortable with some room, so I'm going for it. Anyway...I had a minor anxiety attack when I looked in the mirror and realized I can no longer suck in my stomach. There's no cute bump to rub...  Im just thick and it looks bad. I feel like a blueberry. I hope this phase doesn't last that long. I just want to hide myself away and that's not healthy. 12 w 3 days today. Anyone else feel this way?