I'm sitting here praying my period doesn't come, hoping I have no symptoms, making up excuses for symptoms that I do feel... oh it's just a little gas bubble probably means I'm gonna poop. Oh man!! Musta cut my oooh haaaa shaving!! I am 35. I had my first born when I was 22, unplanned and I was a single mom for the past 12 years. I miscarried when I was 25. I recently got married and I want a baby soooo bad. I want to hold a little person again, to smell their forehead and rock them to sleep. I want to know what it feels like to have someone by side to parent with and a sibling for my daughter. I'm so scared I will miscarry again or that I'm too old to conceive or it just will never happen. My friends and family are getting pregnant and having little ones and I'm excited for them but my heart longs for that. I hope one day I'll have another tiny human to care for and I pray that all of you that are in my place get your dream too. I don't know you all personally but I love you all. Thank you for reading this...

Kelly 💕