do i forgive him

Martha🇲🇽
Ok so im 18 weeks pregnant and my husband recently i found a number so i texted it and then i called it and i asked who this was and she said why i then asked if she knew my hubby i said his name and then shes like ya i know alot i said his last for of his cell number shes like oh ya she like why i said how do u know him and shes like ohhh i was outside with my friends of the store and we ran out of gas and we asked him for noney and he gave us 10$ and i was like ohh so why does he have ur number and shes like oh we exchanged numbers and then i was like  shaking and i started to tell her so do you know im his wife and im also pregnant and do you know he also has 4 kids and shes like no i said didnt u bother to ask him and shes like no im like ok and then i told her thanks for telling me how u met him so then he came homeand i confronted him and he said he doesnt know why he gave her his number i said im sorry but thats a stupid excuse and i said the only reason u went to the store was cuz i was craving something and u didnt even think twice about giving her ur number and then i said why were u textin her hes like she texted me for more money i told her i didnt have none and thats it , i said ohhh so if u had the money u would go and give it to her hes like no so this is not the first time he has done this to me he went to visit his brother and then he saw a supposedly friend from long ago and they exchanged number and he said he never texted her and another girl too and then i said ok im done so he left for 3 days i kicked him out and he begged and begged so i said again and im done i dont need this so guesss what !!! Well this weekend he was on his phone im like wat u doin hes like nothing i knew he was up to no good so i got his phone and he was on fb messenger talkin yet again to another freakin girl like seriously wth hes like oh i knew her from long time and i said ok then why did u erase ur messages and not hers and hes like all i said was hi and thats it im like watever jus leave if u wana find a fwb thing and he said i love u i wana be wit u and my son , im to the point that hes here cuz he dont wana find another place to live , i dont need this and he still does this shit and i met him as a single momma and i know i can do it again but he always throws it n ny face about i like to have kids with different guys and i like that life style i said u didnt have a problem when i told u i was divorced and i told u my past and u still married me and now he throws it in my face everytime i tell him to leave and then says that im not an angel either , i told him i dont do all this shit to u and i never talk about ur past or throw it n ir face and he says ya oh well everyone is different so ladies please give me advice im so frustrated and stressed this baby do t need all this stress on him either🤰🏻😭