You wanna know what aggravates me? The fact that someone who sits there and says I'm trash and they hate me won't leave me alone. The fact that they want to front on Facebook saying they're almost free with a picture of divorce papers and flaunting that they have a girlfriend who apparently everyone says is prettier than me but yet has not signed said papers. I honestly don't care what people have to say about me. I know who I am as a person and I know my worth. People can run their mouth all day long but not once has someone came to me and said it to my face. This person has the audacity to call my fiancé on a restricted number several times until he answered and try to start problems with my relationship. And now this person wants to randomly text me and not say who they are and make me have to figure it out because they want to mess with me. They want to call my fiancé again on a restricted number when he already has his number and tell him to meet up to square up. For one, you know where we live so if you wanted to square up you would have already came here. For two, I know you and I know you would set my fiancé up to hurt me. My fiancé is not a pawn and this is not a game. They want to sit there and say they want me out of their lives. All they have to do is sign the papers, that's it. But no. They continue to play games and make this difficult. All I want is this person out of my life for good. I want to marry my fiancé next May. With the way things are looking that won't happen. There is literally nothing I can do at this point. The ball is not in my court. I have done everything I was suppose to do, I have shelled out money and gone without to get this divorce done, and in the end I still am in a bind. The odds are not in my favor at this point and I have no control over the situation. With everything that has happened since finding out about the baby I feel this is why our child was taken from us. All this stress, this drama, would have done nothing but hurt our child. Yet again as things start to look up something shakes the balance and ruins everything. All my life it's been nothing but give and take. I'm so tired of it. But I've survived this long and I'll be damned if I let anything break me. This persons goal is to do nothing but that and I refuse to let it happen. This person use to have a hold on me, would break me down and then apologize for doing so. Mental, emotional, as well as physical scars run deep within me because of this person. My fiancé had to fight like a warrior to get me and I admit I put him through hell because I couldn't let go of the past with this person. Since then my eyes have opened, I am no longer the scared little girl who tried fighting for herself and always got knocked down. The little girl who took every hit, every horrible statement, and somewhat believed it was deserved and true. The little girl who was scared to walk away. No, I am a warrior and a survivor of this life. I stand up for what I believe in no matter what. I fight with everything I have to come out on top. And I think logically and strategically about situations. Yes, my anger gets the best of me at times. As well as my own thoughts. But at the end of the day I come out on top. Don't underestimate me, you don't know what I'm capable of now. And what I've always been capable.