So I know by the title you guys are going to start thinking crazy but I was deployed and met a guy we started talking dating and eventually having sex everyday this were fantastic.... until I found out I was pregnant 😳 I was raped very badly for a year and some change while I was 11 until I turned 12 by the same guy every day. they told me I couldn't have children after trying multiple times with my ex husband and past boyfriend I always prayed for a kid every single day and it hurt that someone took my chances away from me. I thought God didn't hear my prayers and it wouldn't ever happen for me. So I gave up and started focusing on me. That's when it happen. I had sooooo many emotions I was happy, I was scared at what the army was going to do to me once they found out I was pregnant, I thought I was going to get demoted after I just got promoted to SGT but from the moment I took that test I knew it would always be my Childs life! I wasn't going to take a pill get an abortion or anything like that because if God didn't want me to have a baby he wouldn't have given this beautiful opportunity to me now right??? So I thought. But it came down to tell the guy, and he wanted me to abort my baby! Whyy???? How could you suggest something like that? I told him I didn't care what the army would do to me, I didn't wanna take my child away.... he was so admit about the abortion but I just didn't understand why... finally he tells me! He is married... and has been lying to me this whole time 😥😥😥😢😢 now I look like a slut for sleeping with him but I seriously didn't know but I just couldn't take my Childs life... no matter what I'd rather be a single mom and keep it a secret for the rest of my life then kill my seed... fast forward 31 weeks later I was talking to my friend and some how the discussion came about telling his wife about what happened just to let her know her husband has a baby somewhere out in the world but is pretending to be the perfect man. Remind you I have no care in the world what he does with his life, what he does for my son or doesn't do I honestly don't care... I care more about my son that anyone else. But my friend messaged his wife and told her that she had something to tell her because I was too scared to tell her and it was only right for her as a woman to know what's going on because regardless her husband is responsible for the child too. I'm just scared though she is going to be hurt. She might leave him, he might hate my son because of this, itsjust so much going through my mind and I'm sad for her as well. She hasnt messaged back yet... should I tell my friend to just abort the mission and not tell her? Or go through with it ? How will this affect my son? I don't wanna hear any bashing from biter people for his mistakes just want to know thought out opinions while we wait for this all to unveil so to say.... 😞😞😞

UPDATE : I told her.... just waiting to see her response.