Vent.

My family always yells at me for nothing. I can't take it anymore. I can't even cry without getting yelled at. I try and talk to them about important things and they don't care. I use to cut and they know what triggers it and they are doing everything that triggers it today. My bf and I got into a fight and he mentioned something that was messed up and rn I don't even wanna talk to him. Tbh I just don't know how much longer I can put up with everyone's shit. I'm tired of it. My grandma calls me names, my aunt is rude all the time and my grandpa doesn't even care. I'm literally about done. I've wanted to cut so many times today. When I was doing dishes I thought about suicide. I just can't make anyone happy. Im starting to think people would be a lot happier if I died.