my whole day is ruined 😒😔

So last year I lost a baby at 20 weeks. she lived for 2 hours before passing away. I was 158 before getting pregnant with her and was 170 after I lost her. I was depressed for awhile and didn't work out etc. fast forward to now. I'm pregnant off my iui baby and am 26 weeks weighing in at 202 gaining about 27 so far . I'm high risk and was not allowed to exercise until I got cleared 2 weeks ago for light walking. I take weekly pogestrone shots and just over all have been Scared. I know I'm over weight right now! I've been doing my best to not let it affect my happiness. Well the other day I woke up got ready FELT great went to the bank and the teller asked when I'm due.

so I say Dec 4th and she says OMG You do REALIZE you have 3 months left? then she says WOW no thank you. like seriously you have allllllllll of September, allllll of October and ALLLLLLLL of November. At this point I'm like ya bitch I know I'm carrying the child. THEN she says are you having twins and if not are you sure . At this point I'm in tears and feel absolutely disgusting, witch bugs me more because I'm HAPPY the weight I'm gaining is because I'm growing a human after the darkness I went threw.

Sorry it's so long. I had to vent.