Ladies, I need help.

I've been in a bad emotional state for a while now, depression and anxiety are awful.

I'm at a time in my life where I feel like everything is moving to fast sometimes, and not fast enough on others.

I'm a writer, getting ready to go to college for writing, because I was so passionate about it.

But that's the problem. I WAS passionate about it. Tonight was the first night that I was able to write anything, and even then, I stopped after a few sentences.

I need help. I need drive. I need support, what do I do?