sometimes hes like my enemy to me

so, my husband and I had an argument because he won't give me Space. He is extremely rude and harsh. I try to just keep quiet but then he attacks me for not having anything to say. after so much provocation, I snap (verbally) and of course that ended in him leaving.

what I am upset about the most is that I overslept this morning and he agreed to keep my little one instead of me being later to work (I've been driving him to work 45 minutes away, pick up and do it again almost all week because he has no licence and car is not working)(this is about 3.5 hours each Day).

I was on my way to get my two older children in the rain and he's like you need to get here faster! Because Im going to leave but I'm not leaving your son here alone.

in my mind I'm like you darn rt you aren't.

I never felt so panicked and stressed in my life, thinking despite what he said he may have left my little one alone.

I got there before his ride and blocked contact him in every way(nite before I did he changed his married to me status to single). I'm extremely upset especially since we have been ttc and now separation over stupidness.

*give me space when I'm upset, that's my boundary But now if we work it out I will never let him watch my children again.

I was praying and calling my neighbors to see who could get there first, anxiety, panic, rain, traffic jam smh

vent post!