it's only been 8 weeks since I had a chemical pregnancy. so many emotions and questions. not a day goes by I don't think about the what ifs. To me I lost my baby but to others it wasn't a baby. I shouldn't be feeling down because there wasn't even a heart beat, I didn't get to see anything, or I wasn't far enough. I was pregnant and I was going to be a mom. I would have been 13 weeks pregnant today. I'm slowly coming to terms with it but somedays it's so dam hard. I know I wasn't very far along but that doesn't mean I don't feel the pain :( I'm not looking for sympathy just needed to post somewhere to people who know what I am saying and won't judge me.