Should have been😣

Hi! So me and my boyfriend had sex and the condom broke (we wern't ttc) so then I had to take the morning after pill.. I really regret taking it! Even though I know it was for the best but the one thing I want in the world is to be a mummy! And ever since I took the pill it has broken my heart! And if I hadn't of taken the pill and became pregnant, I would have been due on the 6th April! Ever since I have been so depressed and cry about it all of the time! I know I probably wouldn't have been pregnant even if I hadn't of taken the pill, it still really upsets me to think of what I could have had 😣 please can anyone talk to me and give me advise? 😣 I can't talk to my boyfriend because he never wanted a baby 😣 but we did it for the right reason (we have no money or house of our own) but it really hurts and I have no one to talk to 😣 anyone help me please?😔 thank you!