not married but in a relationship

Anyways September 1st we will be 2 years and I'm so excited although we most likely won't do anything

i hate that hes not one to celebrate much like his birthday or is getting together.

im a huge celebration person lol my birthday is on September as well but we won't do much although i secretly want to.

as for the anniversary i understand why he's not that into it one part of me wants him to get over it but the other part tells me to just drop it. he was with someone before for like 5 years and got married when she got pregnant and things went South that was a year or so before i met him but i wish he would let go and celebrate once with me. soon we will have a baby and then outings will be less than they are now. but if we don't do anything itll be fine i know we arent stacked with cash and are struggling a bit and i dont have clothes i wear the same outfit all the time or his clothes. i would probably just want a day where it's just us. no outside interruptions just cuddling and movies and snacks lol . idk Just needed to vent