No baby and depressed...normal?

I was due the 26th. I am aware I'm not that far past my due date. But this morning I woke up and cried when I realized I made it to the morning with no baby or signs of labor. The last 4 weeks at my checkups I've been completely closed, and at the last one my doctor said it's unlikely I'll go into labor on my own. I'm getting induced at 530am on Friday, and I'm just miserable. There is no other way to put it, I am depressed. I never thought it was going to be this way. I am literally the only one in my family who has gone past their due date. I'm already aware it's a big baby, they're guessing somewhere between 8 and 9 pounds at least right now. I don't even want to get out of bed or take care of myself because I'm in so much pain and so over it...i feel like a bad person