When u are so close into having your dream come true but you know its too good to happen(rant)

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I feel so sad/ dissapointed guys. Me, my SO and my baby are currently living in a large room. Its been hard on us in so many ways. And the only dream that I have for us is to have our own apartment where my baby can have more space to walk around...( Quick background: I'm a sahm because we have no one to look after our baby ,if I work & daycare is impossible to get in, so my SO is the only one that works)

Anyways we just received a letter saying we have been approved for low income apartments. Guys I just started dancing and singing I was just so happy because finally we received good news after so many bad luck happening to us like our car was repossessed and my SO's job giving him little hours.

I was so happy to give this news to my SO but what was his response," well see how much is the rent there and if its passing our budget we are not getting it"....😳He just killed my hopes. I totally understand his POV but this is something we have been waiting for! Trust me, its super hard getting a apartment here!

I told him the next day that he kinda killed my hopes. He just said "dont worry things will start getting better" I just feel so down you guys. there has been so many opportunities that we had to give up for whatever reason. And here's another one added to the list.

TBH I'm already feeling down about going to the appointment next week to discuss the rent.💔