Torned about how to feed baby

Anon

I've been ebf my daughter. She is turning 3 months and won't take a bottle. She will scream, kick and choke on the bottle. I'm so stressed because my husband wants to give her the bottle so that whenever we leave her for someone to watch they can easily bottle feed her and not have her cry. This past weekend I had to go run some errands and my husband called me and told me to come home because he can't take our crying daughter anymore. She's hungry and he tried feeding her a bottle and she won't have it...so she cried and cried herself to sleep. He was pretty upset at me for only breastfeeding her and told me to stop it. I was so sad when I got home, I held my sleeping daughter in my arms and when she woke up I could tell she cried so hard that she almost lost her voice. She's not as vocal as she normally is. It's frustrating to me since I still want to be able to breastfeed her but then he says no one will be able to baby sit her. I'm trying once or twice a day to pump for her, rarely will she take a bottle and when she does I feel sad knowing it'll be no breast but bottle soon. How do you moms leave your child in others care when youre breastfeeding? I dont know how to go about this. I need some advice.