feeling alone

Danielle • Dog mom🐾 mother of Irish twins 🌈 👦 🦄 👧

I give up in trying to make friends. they either talk behind my back or don't talk to me at all. am I that bad of a person? why do I feel like I'm pushing everyone away despite my best efforts? I have no one to talk to about my anxiety other than my husband and I don't want to burden him with more stress than he has.