So last night, I FaceTimed with the man that I met while in D.C. I was so happy to finally FaceTime with him, but it just isn't the same as sitting physically and directly across from someone. To honest, the two days I spent with him just were not enough time...I honestly wish I would have caught my flight on Wednesday instead of Monday. I am thinking about to going back for New Years, I just have to contact a family member and ask if I could stay with her for a few days up into New Year's <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a>, I would honestly like to spend New Year's <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> with the guy 😩. All I can do right now is dream, how I feel about wanting to leave Michigan is how he feels about Maryland, I respect that. He told me yesterday that he was disappearing for a few weeks, inside I was feeling some sort of way, like sad...but Did not let it show on camera. I was not going to him ask where he was going because it was not my business, I am not his girlfriend or his wife...but he told me on his own, he knows that I care about him. I am waiting for him say that he would like to see me for New Years lol...because I honestly want to see him physically at that time. I am moving to D.C next year, I was moving even before I met him. Lol he wants to leave Maryland, friendship and affair lol can work to, if he is on the west coast also. But yeah, I would rather be physically in front of him, he would be worth the flight.