TWW from hell

Me and my fiancé have been trying for seven months. This month I felt completely different than usual. AF is due sept 9th. It is two early to test. I felt like this is the month for sure. I had vivid dreams and I'm very tired. I also broke out on my face which hasn't happened to me since I was in ninth grade. My temperature is still high, it's has decreased yet and my cervix is super high, closed and soft. I have no idea what is going on but for some reason feel very discouraged... all I see is people I grew up with posting pregnancy photos and announcements on Facebook and it's making me so angry and sad. I took two tests knowing it was early and all that was there was indent lines. So I guess we will see in the next nine days