time to change

i had my son 5 months ago. he is 25 weeks and im still 200lb. i gained akot i had gestational diabetes in my pregnancy and im short 5 something not too sure. i was 182 before i got pregnant and 3 months before that i was 154 where i was comfortable and happy but let myself go. im back to trying to lose weight started today. at this stage ill be happy with 10kg. im also measuring so current waist is 36.5 inch and stomach is 46inch. im too embarrassed to post normally so im posting anonymously