Already know I'm high risk and a bit sad!

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So i'm 4+3 and I have h-eds also known as Ehlers- Danlos syndrome hypermobility type. I'm also a student midwife and already know i'm automatically high risk. I'm also automatically referred to MFM... even sadder :( I really want a vaginal birth and I'm not sure that's what i'll get. I'm certainly not terrifing on the spectrum but i do get many a ache and pain as well as minor sublaxations. Just needed to rant a little! :(