I don't remember worrying this much before!!

I was very very young with my first pregnancy! Even though I did my research I feel like there was just so so much that I didn't know about. I remember I found out I was pregnant and while the several week wait to go to the doctor was annoying, I was not in a constant state of worry like with this one.

For this pregnancy I am painfully aware of so much that can go wrong. Chemical pregnancy, ectopic pregnancy, miscarriage, birth defects, etc. We also very much tried to conceive with this pregnancy, therefore, we found out super early. Making it just that much longer until we go to the doctor.

I try to just relax and not worry but every little cramp or pain or even lack of anything sets my mind into anxiety mode. Sometimes I feel like I know too much for my own sanity. If I didn't know all about what could happen I'd probably be much better off!