How do I deal with rejection?

Em

I'm 14 went to this youth thing my friend asked for this guys number for me and told him that it was for me anyway we texted a bit and turns out he just wants to be friends. 😳😳😳😳😭😱😨😰 I responded nicely but I'm so embarrassed right now. Also like last week a guy asked for my number and said I was beutiful and I have been taking to him over text but I don't know if he likes me cause I always have to intitiate the text. Here is a pic of me. HOW DO I STOP FEELING SHIT AND HAVE GUYS APPROACH ME ??