I wouldn't have done if I didn't believe him, I wouldn't have done it if I didn't love him back. I have, for 4 years now, even if we hadn't made it official because of bad timing. Anyways, I slept with him for the first time a few nights ago. He hasn't contacted me since. I am extremely hurt. I gave this guy a part of me out of love. Like, I thought we made love. Why is he keeping his distance after that experience since he says he loves me? (He did enjoy it since he barely lasted long, so its not like that was the deal breaker) should I reach out to him or would that make me look like a fool? Should I just let it go and move on? I'm an emotional wreck,I feel like a part of my soul went with that experience