I think I caught my rainbow 🌈

after losing a baby for the first time I think its safe to say I'm pregnant again! but I still don't believe it and probably won't until I feel that sweet first kick or maybe when I see my little pumpkin on the ultrasound looking like a little person and not a jelly bean then ill believe. it's just a bit different now....I'm excited but sceptical as hell! almost don't want to feel too much for fear of great disappointment...anyone know how I feel... ?

my test from this morning.

and a memorial I made for my sweet poppy I lost at 6weeks along..😥