What would you do if...

So I've been doing A LOT of nesting lately, and today I was going through some boxes of my things from my old apartment (and old relationship) and found one of my plant journals. Well I found all the used pages ripped out and the only pages written on had what I believe to be a break up poem from my ex!!!! 😳

I'm assuming he intended for me to find it with the ripped out pages and all, however being as it's been almost two years and a lot of progress to get over that roller coaster of an emotionally abusive and controlling relationship, Ive got some seriously mixed feelings!!! Mostly anger and also wanting to laugh my ass off, but I really want to contact him and scream for he somehow makes himself to be the victim in his lines.... what would y'all do?!