We want a 2nd baby and TTC for 2 months; I took a test on Friday and its +. But I cant but feel afrid. Ive been through so much with my 1st baby and I cant but wonder if it will happen again with my 2nd. My 1st born was always sick. Sent X-mas in the hosptial when he was only 7 months(these were the hardest days of my life). I cry evertime he gets sick and I get emontional thinking back to those days. So many ER visit for weezing. But since I know what to look for I try to control or get him better ASAP before he gets worse. have a purfier, himdifer now. Ihis always clean toys. I change his daycare and he has gottenhe can better. I just cant help feel anxiety. God Help me! And BTW no helo. I am Thankful for his father vecause he helps me when can. I just cant help but feel this way.