Do I end it. Shit😪

Hey guys. I have no one to talk to right now. It feels like my world is crumbling around me.

My mums an alcoholic. She slipped and broke her foot now she's in hospital 4 hours away from me. I live on a farm with my dad and brother and I've basically become the mum. I'm also studying.

My boyfriend won't speak to me. At all. He never bothers making conversation with me anymore or hanging out with me. He went to a party last night and got smashed and now has a hangover. And he's completely making everything about himself. I feel lost. I'm sitting in the bath balling my eyes out. We've been together for a year and a half.

I planned our one year. I plan and suggest everything. I'm tired 😪