I sat here complaining about how my body has stretched, how tired I was because you're not yet sleeping through the night. I whined that between you and everything else I had no time for me. Here I sat just thinking of all the negative things that came with caring for you. As I picked you up and held you in my arms, like I'd done a million times before, I looked down into your face and realized I wouldn't change a thing. I'll take getting up every 2 hours, changing your diaper time after time, and I'll take the screaming and crying, if for just one split second you're at peace. I'll do it all for one of your smiles. Before you I thought my heart could grown no more yet the moment I saw the test said positive my heart made room.