Hemeroids 🙈☹

I'm almost 5 months postpartum & got a hemmeroid that has gotten worse since about 2 or 3 months pp. So I've had it for a while now. Bases on my research.. It's internal, & stage 2 (there's 4 total "stages"). Has anyone ever had hemeroids like this? Can you make them go away?? I've been taking Psyllium Husk & fiber gummies RELIGIOUSLY to try & soften my poo to help it heal. Plus I've been using hemmeroid cream & nothing. If I miss a dosage of the fibers I'm back to square one. The hemmeroid goes back to being at its worst. It just WILL NOT GO AWAY & I'm so frustrated.