iv been wanting to have my own channel since I was in 6 grade lmao the urge to want to do it never went away except in the last few years where "life totally hit me". iv been feeling lost and although my purpose is to be an amazing mom I feel like I don't know what else I was made for. iv always had ideas of what kind of videos to do but i get so self conscious when it comes down to it. I don't have the best equipment to do it although that's not what I'm worry about. I just wanna be me and record whatever pops up in my life but I get so nervous. of course this is just a hobby that's been in mind for decades lol. I feel like I have the time since I'm a sahm to a 10 month old and currently 4 months pregnant. what do you guys think? any advice?