id be getting ready for my due date this month. it sucks to see the ppl I know around me getting ready for their babies. I'm happy for them but I can't help but think how I'd be. it breaks my heart. I don't know how I'm gonna get through this month.. the more I think about it..the harder I feel that it is. after this month were gonna try again. & I'm gonna do everything I can to help and stop the drinking habit I picked up during this time. prayers pls.