I feel like the worst "mom" ever.

Please no judgement.... I feel like I haven't connected with my baby. We've found out we are having a little girl, I though this would be the moment, the moment I would feel like a mother, to feel the connection. But I don't feel anything. My last hope is to feel the kicks. I've heard the heartbeat, seen the sonograms, have a big bump, but I just feel nothing. I've had a rough pregnancy, due to the line of work I do. I ended up quitting my job due to the harassment from my boss due to being pregnant . Now I have to wait almost 4 months to get insurance, and hope in this time I can get Medicaid, or on my fiancee's insurance. I just have so many things I'm stressing about, and I feel terrible about not feeling like a mother to this child I tried SO hard to create. I'm just struggling. Please tell me I am not alone.