Seriously unmotivated

Britt

Hey I'm britt I'm 22 and I got out of a really bad relationship/engagement last year. It got to the point where I alienated myself from family and friends. I even moved to the same state he was in(stupid ik). I'm at the point where I wanna make friends and lose the 50-60 pounds that I've put on this year but I lack the key ingredient drive. Motivation is big for me. Anyone have any tips to keep going or even getting started. No hate pls and thanks in advance😊