My boyfriend broke up with me and ever since I haven't felt the same. I don't smile or laugh. I don't think. I feel so dull and empty.. I loved him and still do and I know he feels the same as I do ( he has depression and tried to end it last night) he broke up with me because I lost my virginity to his friend before way before me and him started talking and he can't get over it. And I feel like the old me died when I read the words " me and you are done" I feel just so dull I can't cry I can't think I can't do anything I feel so lost