Pregnancy

Okay, so here's the thing . I want at least 2 more kids with my boyfriend ... but I can't have kids , I have to do IFV witch is crazy expensive. I need opinions, how many of you have inflamed/blocked Fallopian tube's? And how many of you got pregnant on top of that? How long did it take? Did you do IFV? What did you do to get pregnant with this problem?

Short story as well / short second question.

How do you deal with telling people about your problems about having to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and having the blocked tubes ?

I seem to not be able to talk about it and or I have to look away from them when I'm talking about it as well..

Another problem I have is sometimes when I see pregnant people I get so sad because I've been trying so hard for what they have ... how do I get over this ? I talked to a therapist but seems to not really help because in the back of mine mind she doesn't know what to like or how it feels ..