Today, this afternoon is the day I go for my internal ultrasound to see if I have pcos or endometriosis. If they tell me I have either of these and surgery or medication is required I can deal with this its if they tell me they can't see anything. All my blood tests come back absolutely fine everytime yet I have classic examples of them. If they tell me nothing is wrong and to just go a way and lose weight I am going to lose my shit. 20 months ive been trying to conceive for and over 2 years since my implant removal I've been trying to lose weight and it doesn't matter what exercise I do or what diet I go on I've only lost 1.5lbs in a year thats not to be ignored.

I really really worried guys and I wish I could talk to my other half but he's at work :(