Sitting here scrolling through my Facebook and another pregnancy announcement pops up. Probably the 4th one THIS WEEK that I've seen. I'm so happy for all those people, I really am, but I can't help feeling jealous and sad at the same time for something my husband and I do badly want. I've tried everything from OPKs, temping, vitamins, "going with the flow" you name it. Yet here I am being mad at myself for being jealous over someone's happiness and announcement. I never thought it would be this hard and this emotionally draining.