Well, this sucks.

I knew it was coming, but having it confirmed hurts. Last Wednesday, I tested to see if my 1st round of IVF worked. That was when I saw those 2 beautiful lines. I didn't have to tilt, squint, shine a light underneath, it was there! I knew something was wrong when the tests weren't getting darker. I had my Beta today and my worries were confirmed. I am most likely experiencing a chemical pregnancy 😩 My levels were only at 4. Part of me is devastated, the other part is relieved. I'm relieved that my levels are low and will drop quickly. I'm counting my blessings because this loss could have been much worse. As expected, my husband and I are heartbroken but we will move on. We are down, but not out! Cheers to attempt #2!