So upset getting negative test now

Had a positive test Sunday and mild cramping just like I did with my first. I should be about 4 weeks. I took a test again today because I'm crazy and it's negative. I'm so upset but don't want my family to know if I'm not yet. We told everyone because we were excited and I feel like I am But that negative is killing me right now I don't know what to do .... anyone else?

The test below were Sunday

I took another digital and is said not pregnant