Losing my baby

I found out yesterday that I'm in the process of miscarrying. I am losing my baby at 6 weeks 5 days. I've never had a miscarriage before, but somehow I knew I wasn't carrying to full term. I cried all day yesterday, today I'm kinda numb. I'm trying to figure out whether to keep myself distracted or keep thinking about it. Its all I can seem to think about. I know most women have several, and I may who knows but I'm kinda scared to try again. I don't want to lose another one, but I want a baby. Right now I'm not even bleeding, just passing what I assume to be parts of the baby. Its gross, but it hurts more than it grosses me out. Could anyone tell me when I should start bleeding? I'm ready to not feel this anymore. Her name was going to be Violet, I just know it was a girl. And for only six weeks I loved her so much already. I am thankful I even got pregnant, it was a struggle but it was nice to feel that way. Even for only a few weeks.